it's been too much so i'm going to embrace it: i'm fucking frustrated. with all of this, all of you. that's right. you. sorry to bring shit. goddman self-interests, either broadcast or clandestine, make everything more difficult than it ever needs to be.

(that space is what it looks like to punch the keyboard. yes, nothing. it looks like nothing. hitting too many keys at once disables any of them from working. instructive, i think.)